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[12 Sep 2004|05:25pm] |
i made a new live journal biatches.
www.livejournal.com/users/distantxmem0ry
< - props to marissa for thinking of it =)
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| i walked a thousand miles when everyone was asleep .. |
[11 Sep 2004|10:25pm] |
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so friday in school was good, it went by extremely fast. had two tests and i def failed the geometry one but my social studies test i did extremely well on =) so then we had practice and it was fun all we did was run, scrimmage then set up the nets. after at night we went to danielle's and we all like bonded it was cute. then vitro and angel face came over my house and we hung out with scott so some people it was fun.
today we had a game vs. ocean in the morning we won 2-0 and i scored both goals =) yayy.. so i came home and showered and was home alone for quite a while. then the familah came and picked me up and we went out to eat at chillie's and joe was our waiter =) hes so freaking hott!
so then i came home and then i went to vitro's house with angel face and we have some intense wrestling going on, me and vitro are the best tag team champions alive we kicked angel face's ASS biatchh. so we tackled her down and threw balls at her head it was extremely fun. we also waited all night to hear avril lavgine to come on z100 bc vitro cant just listen to it online, shes gay like that. we made some art word on the computer which i will be posting soon. it is extremely good so you should all be jealous.
tomorrow we are having another pasta party and you best expect that me and jill will be watching bend it like beckon! it gets us pumpped yahh ! we play marlboro monday !! yahh ready to kick someee ass =)
HEY ANGEL FACE - >
YOU MAKE ME LA LA! IN THE KITCHEN OF THE FLOOR ILL BE A FRENCH MADE WHERE ILL MEET YOU AT THE DOOR! IM LIKE AN ALLEY KAT DRINK THE MILK UP I WANT MORE YOU MAKE ME WANNA LA LA !
so much lovin fools. <3
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| "SaVe A hOrsE, RIde A cOwBOy!!";-) a liL teXa's flavOr |
[08 Sep 2004|08:40pm] |
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so today went by really fast in school, im starting to like my classes just chemistry takes FOREVERR but its first period so when its over its over for the whole day. so i got so much homework more than i ever did last year thats for sure. i saw my SOKES TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOKEY WOKEY! tehehe and when my homeroom teacher starts to like you ill start to write notes on the board for you to see in english love! and i saw ALYSSSAAAAAA! i never see her either =( which sucks because shes so amazing cool and is one of my only friends =). so anyways the rest of the day went by fast. we had pictures and everyone's hair looked bad expecially mine but i could give a shit less. last period flew by and next thing i knew i was at soccer taking team pictures. of course bottom row, never quite made it to standing up yet! but i got to sit next to see see and bother the shit out of her =) haha she enjoyed it tehehe! then we had practice and we ran perimeters because of freaking balls which sucked and we didnt get out of practice until 5:30. so i came home showered, ate and i finally finished all my homework and now im watching family guy and its pretty funny show. so its almost the weekend! yess, if you would like to hang out with me this weekend you know my calendar surely isn't filled up yet =)
later loves.
<3
p.s - i miss marissa adamo =( haven't seen that fagget it a while what a loser going to rbc and leaving all her friends in mhs.
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| bo0m b00om bo00m i waNt you in my ro0om ... |
[06 Sep 2004|10:45pm] |
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so this morning i had soccer in the a/m and we worked pretty hard today and he was happy. our perimeters got soo much better. afterwards i came home and took a shower and got ready for great adventure. then mother drove me vitro and berman. went on skull mountain then sat around playing truth or dare and acting like idiots in front of everyone, it was SO much fun! a little later we met up with bret jeremy and namer and went on nitro with them and then it took us forever to get their pass and by the time we were leaving to go home. we saw pj and met his friend gill. we talked for a little bit and went our seperate ways with some nice good bye hugs it was cute, so now im boredd.
later loves.
<3
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| even in my arms you were always out of reach </3 |
[05 Sep 2004|06:24pm] |
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so today i went down the shore and it was chilly out. walked the boardwalk for a little and then went out for dinner. afterwards got ice cream and just watched the waves crash, it was beautiful out. it was really cold after a while so we headed home. now im home and bored and my mom told me to invite some friends over so if you wanna come over and hang out let me know.
i want a cuddle buddy, please be my cuddle buddy.<3
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| yoU makE me waNna L a L a <3 |
[04 Sep 2004|05:23pm] |
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so anyways the second day of school went by a whole lot better. chemistry is going to be oh so interesting, but i know gym with definitely fun because i bother the hell out of see see and brittany! thehe aren't you all so lucky! spanish is going to interesting the teacher hates jay its so funny. history i have georgia siting next to me! yes! wahoo, shes really smart and kaitlyn is my savior in that class! lunch is ok i guess i really miss my table from last year but i got my ashley ross and thats self explantory =)and i got some other people which light my life up! continuing..geometry sucks i hate math and my class is blah i have kerry though. hoffman is sucha joke imagine imagine hmm everyone just laughs at him and ibm seems to be a really good class to end the day with my teachers really nice and i really like my class. i even got to see vitro and berman a lot the 2nd day which was nice. i miss my sokes in homeroom =( it just isnt the same without her with me! we went from alpha in every single class and her opening my locker everyday lol to kappa where we were in classes and to freshman year with tulloss, lander moments and homeroom to sophmore year NOTHING TOGETHER! sokes i miss you love!!!
im going to have to make a lot of friends this year in my classes but i do have some cute boys ;-) ohh and im on a boyfriend hunt so if you can fill the job let me know =) tehehe
well i'm off to mike's house with see see, vitro, berman, frank and i think this kid julian. shud be fun.
later loves
<3
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| first day backk .. |
[02 Sep 2004|08:10pm] |
i was kinda looking forward to going back to see everyone and yeah i take it ALL back now! i have like no friends in any classes. first period chemistry is going to be boring, the guy is way to happy and its so annoying, but i have good people in my class [tehehe]. 2nd period is gym and i get to see bert-a-ney and see see ! and we have a really good gym period so im happy. 3rd period is spanish and my teacher seems awesome except theres a lot of freshman but oh well, i got my little jay again! hahah of am i going to annoy you again ;-) so 4/5 in social studies and if kaitlyn wasnt in my class, i think i would die! the guys are good in it, but i dunno any girls. 6 period is lunch, its alright i have my ashley ross =) + other girls but it doesnt compare to last years. 7/8 is geometry and once again freshman's are taking over, i have kerry and then like 4 other sophs, it sucks. 9/10 is mr. hoffman's class and my class is awesome and hes so weird so it will be a interesting class. period 11 is ibm honors which seems to be good. i know a lot of people in it like lauren =) and matt look like hahaha veetro! i guess im going to have to make new friends in my classes or else ill be a loner. i dont see vitro or berman which are like my only two friends in the school so that sucks =( soccer today was alright, we got it sooo easy today we were lucky. well i just came home from a pasta party and i have homework already! well later kids
- i miss summer <3
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| on the way down i saw you and you saved me from myself <3 |
[31 Aug 2004|08:17pm] |
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so lets see what have i been up too.
monday
- went to um bermanS? haaha
- hung out with vitro see see and berman
- met frank and mike, they hung out with us
- went to the mall and i got an interesting shirt thanks guys! hahaha good stuff
tuesday
- woke up at 7:45
- went to soccer and found out it was canceled
- got home and my brother got mc donald's breakfast
- went back to sleep
- dont feel good
so that was my past two days. this is like my last day of summer =( im going to miss it because this summer was definitely fun as hell! so many things happened and it was crazyy with my best budds <3! anyways tomorrow i have a scrimmage vs. colts neck and then i come home and get ready for school!! ahh i can NOT wait! i really am looking forward to going back just to see all my friends.
later loves.
ps. - i wanttt mac !!!
<3
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| you forgot where the heart is .. |
[29 Aug 2004|04:59pm] |
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so lets see ive been in a really bad mood lately and im sorry for those i took it out on. i just saw something that i just wished i never saw and was lied to and it really hurts me but whatever. i can't fix what had happen but im going to have to deal with it for the rest of the year and yeah. i really don't want to talk about it.
anyways saturday i had a soccer game vs. rbc and saw marissa, valerie, glen and greg. i was mucho happy to see them all! afterwards i went down the shore =) it was bEAUTIFULLLL. i LOVE the OCEAN and when i get older im moving right next to one and im buying a BOAT! i took my rents out for dinner and paid for um, im such a good kid. my mom ordered me a strawberry dakorie w/o alcohol, and of course they gave me it by accident ;-).
today i went shopping with my brother and mom. shopping made me REALLY happy for once, we went out for lunch @ rubys and afterwards i bought a hollister soccer jacket thingy, sacouneys [ cntt spell] a shirt from american eagle and 2 pairs of pants from pacsun. now i am home and i am boredd.
i feel like i have 0 friends anymore =( nobody bothers with me or talks to me anymore i feel so unloved and neglected. school starts soon so i plan to make more friends because i need more and more and more. so stop being all biatches and i/m me already =) k thanks bye.
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| the song i can't get out of my head |
[29 Aug 2004|10:24am] |
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you cuz I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me
Gotta know reverse phsychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away, Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
You think that you know me
You think that I'm only
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Could you see I want you by the way I push you away Ya!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the actions do it all for your reaction, Ya!
Hey! Hey!
Get tangled up in me
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[24 Aug 2004|08:16pm] |
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| mike JONES! yee-HAW! |
[23 Aug 2004|05:52pm] |
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second day of soccer, the running sucks but the teams this year will be good. im pretty bored and tired and i have nothing to do! so yeah this was a lame entry. my family from brooklyn finally went home so i had some piece and quiet =), oh well i will write more later.
<3
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[21 Aug 2004|08:26pm] |
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so last night was the sweet 16, and i think most people had fun, i sure did. i was so happy to see sokes and lauren! haven't seen them since the last day of school. and of course alyssa !! i missed her oh so much ;-)and elyse and allie oh and everyone else, im so happy i saw you! i came home and i didn't go to sleep till like 1:20 and if you think i fell asleep, psh i didn't.
so this morning was soccer tryouts, it was hell. we ran and ran, and visited the famous "hill". i have cuts all up my legs =(. i was dead tired when i got home, showered and slept until now.
i was suppost to go down to the beach house to see family since families staying here, but since it rained we didn't go =( psh, that sucks i wanted to go to the beach!! well im tired so leave some.
later loves.
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| in a moment, everything can change. |
[20 Aug 2004|12:43pm] |
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today's the big today, and then tomorrow's going to be hell. so all you soccer girls have fun tonight and just think of how much we are going to run tomorrow. ahhhhhhhh.
this morning i went running with jeremy. he looked so ghetto with ben's hatt. came home, and showered. im in a pissy mood right now, and i don't feel like explaining. whatever, people are gay and can totally act different around you.
ill see everyone later.
and vitro, im sorry for standing you up today. hahah, my bad.
<3
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| my birThday waS amazing, i l0ve my frienDs <33 |
[19 Aug 2004|12:41am] |
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so lets see vitro, see see, berman and alexa kidanapped me for my birthday, it was an amazing day. we get to great adventure and go on nitro and get stuck and face death, yes people we faced death. i know, my luck on my birthday i could have died. so afterwards we waited for it to be fixed and of course we go back on it, front row. so then we met up with mike and maff and hung out with them. me vitro and berman went to get a shake and it had hair in it end of story. then we went to meet up with see see, lex and mike and maff at medusa. i realized i LOST MY PHONE! so we ran back to the stupid shake place and luckly the guy picked it up for me, thank you PJ. so afterwards we all went to applebees and ate. and we met up with some fella's we knew, and they invited us back to joe's house. so we ate and of course they had to make applebees sing to me! hhahah i turned so red. we walked back to vitro's and got pjs on and walked to see see's and played truth or dare in her driveway. then joe called us and we all met up with his friends. played truth or dare with them at joe's, fun fun. much hickie action was involved hahaha.then some of them fella's left so it was just us ladies and joe. we stayed till like 11:40 and then we hadda go back to vitro's. we got invited to his party but of course its the night of my sweet 16, haha shucks. so then we went to vitro's house. found out jeremy and vitro were going out?! hmm, well for the record they aren't. haha then my mom came and got me,see see and berman home. and now im home and its 12:42 and its not my birthday anymore :-( hahah oh well.
tomorrow is my dad's birthday so it is still my birthday too, hee YAHH!! that was dedicated to corey and MATT! oh and hell MIKE JONEs, I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUDDY <3!! haha well i have lots to do tomorrow.
well im tired so thats that. i LOVE MY FRIENDS <33! thanks for the best birthday ever, you guys are awesome.
later loves.
<3
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| y0u cOuLd beE my colorEd picturE in this w0rLd of blaCk & whitE <33 |
[18 Aug 2004|11:57am] |
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its my birthdayyy <3!!!
special shoutout to mariss & val - for singing me happy birthday this morning on the phone and waking my lazy ass up! someone also called me this morning at like 8 but i was too lazy to get up but whoever it was, THANK YOU ! haha im bad, i know.
to all you rad people who wished me happy birthday, i got much love for all of you =)
um i dunno what im doing for my birthday so um, yeaah later.
<3
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| i brOke botH legS faLLing foR you <3 |
[17 Aug 2004|10:33pm] |
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soo lets catch up...
last night iwent to my pal marissa's house. we did the whole tv thang, took some pictures and of course watched summerland <3
jesse, we are getting married i love you <333
famous line of the night
me " if i was his hamburger i would burn him alive"
[ sticks tongue on finger and sizzles in the air ]
marissa : hysterical laughing
- okay so maybe you had to be there.
tonight
i had lacrosse practice. it ended early so my brother picked us up and dropped us off at vitro's house. we had a swim date, played some volleyball and some intense pool game. we all drowned see see a couple times. we watched the season finale of summerland :-( tear. we have to wait for it to come back on! jeremy and namor kept bothering us as we were watching it! how rude haha.
tomorrow is my birthday wahoo partayy! haha actually no, i have no idea what im doing. ill probaley celebrate it on my dad's birthday which is the next day, haha well make sure you wish me happy birthday losers!
well next time i write in here ill be sixteen! [ haha okay forgive me that was extremely corny ]
later loves.
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| so fold me up and put me back in the place where you used to keep your heart <3 |
[16 Aug 2004|06:09pm] |
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so on sunday i went to get my dress altered for the last time and a little 4 year old boy comes up to me and goes cinderella cinderella, it was so cute. his mommy came up to me and asked if she could take a picture of me for him, that part was a little weird but my mom said to be nice so i did. afterwards i came home and was suppost to go shopping at the mall but i didn't feel good so i stayed home and watched starchy and hutch or w/e, i didn't finish it.
today i woke up with a horrible head ache and my stomach hurts like a biatch. i went to wawa with my mom and i just felt like crap. i came home and slept for two hours and now i woke up. its sucks i feel like crap since my birthday is in 2 days. oh well, im not sure what im doing for my birthday but all i know is so far vitro and see see will hang out with me, so i have to find more friends to come along and do something.
well, until tomorrow later kids.
<3
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